I first stumbled upon the genius that is Bassey Ikpi by chance after someone retweeted her onto my twitter timeline.
She was sharing a personal story that day : one of heart break, depression, bipolar disorder and making it through.
I remember telling Mr. A about this amazing woman I followed earlier on twitter, who was real about her struggles in a way that was refreshing to see, unafraid to bare her soul in that manner and how I’m in awe of her for that. Then I googled her and realized that she is actually sort of a big deal : Five time Def poetry jam Poet, writer and mental health advocate.
Today is her birthday and I’ve been following the #whatbasseytaughtme hashtag on twitter and I happened upon this poem of hers again that I fell in love with the very first time I read it and thought to share.
Its on loving completely,unconditionally : a topic that I’ve been encountering a lot these past few days in different settings that it seems the universe is trying teach me something. From the pastor on love being the greatest of all commandments to the short dialogue I had last night on loving people without considering whether or not they’re worthy.
P.S – I’m not a swear word person and there’s a lot of that here but its a great poem regardless.
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“Fuck Fear. Love Anyway.”
The goal is to be unafraid when you love.
To turn your shoulder towards the winds and push on.
To be relentless in your pursuit of it.
To be fearless and unafraid.
We are so bold in anger and confrontation and so scared and meek in love.
Quick to tell someone off or to give them a piece of your mind.
Slow to place your heart in their hands and say, “Take care of this.”
Fear is a trigger.
I wish love was a trigger.
I wish it was what made me tremble and took my breath and made me dizzy.
I want to live in the cliché.
I want to exist in the love song.
Let me be mountain high and river deep. Not tabletop and puddle afraid.
This has to change.
Something has to be done differently.
The goal is to be fearless in pursuit of all things you love.
To be loud and unapologetic.
No more apologies for who you love and how you choose to love them.
Fuck that. Love them until you don’t.
If they don’t love you back, then cool.
Let them live in fear of you and all your neon-colored love.
Find someone who will love you just as neon and flashing lights.
Leave these beige and understated folks to each other.
Let them have this neutral. This safe. This without risks. This comfortable.
Let them have these ankles barely wet with it. Give me a drowning. Give me up to my neck in it. Give me a boat and an oar. Let me love an ocean’s worth.
Fuck this playing it safe. This afraid to be hurt. We hurt and we live through it.
Fuck fear. Love anyway.
Meditate on that.
If I’m afraid you will take this heart and mash it to bits, then I have no business loving you in the first place.
And you have no right to it.
No reason to exist where I am.
If I’m afraid to say it because you’re afraid to hear it.
Then what good are we? Useless. Absolutely useless then. Nothing.
Two people pretending to do something when all it takes is one move in the right direction.
I pity you if you don’t love me.
It means you wish for some tethered, close to the wall, hold on to the railing. I’m not that. I’m no tea party or cotillion ball. I’m juke joint. I’m speakeasy. I’m illegal in most states.
I prefer this.
I want fucking everything.
Fuck this settling. Fuck this, “I’ll take this because I can’t get that.”
Fuck that. I want that and this.
I will get this and that because I worked for it. I had the nerve to live despite the broken. That takes work.
So fuck the silence.
Fuck the “I’m not sure.”
Fuck the “give me time.”
Time is given. Take forever. There’s someone else who is standing at the edge waiting. I’m going to look for that guy. He gets it. He gets me. He’s neon and light-filled. And he exists.
I’ve never been easy. I will never be easy. I am a mad woman. I love just as insane. I’m flourish and reckless abandon. I prefer this. Match it or balance it. But don’t fuck with it.
Don’t get close enough to touch and then decide you need this to cool down.
I don’t do cool. I’m fire. I’m heat.
I’m match this or balance it out but get the fuck out of my way if you’re just trying to change it.
Love someone and mean it. It’s just that fucking simple.
If you don’t love, then leave.
If you don’t mean it, then move.
Someone will. I promise you that.
We all have shit to work on but that shit doesn’t mean we don’t get to be loved right the fuck now.
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Yoooo!!! This is solid gold mehn! So awesome!
Heyy, I'm glad you enjoyed it!
I am sorry cassie if I don't tell you often how amazing you are.
I love this poem to pieces, I am going to print it and paste it where I can see it everymorning. I needed this right now. My favourit line is this "Love someone and mean it. It’s just that
fucking simple.
If you don’t love, then leave.
If you don’t mean it, then move.
Someone will. I promise you that."
A subtle reminder that there's that someone who will handle all the fire without complaining of smoke.
There's definitely a lot of love and positivity in the air this night, i've just been stumbling upon great posts promoting love and positivity. This poem is lovely. Btw have you seen my new blog ?
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Yes that was several steps beyond interesting Casandra. I got the meaning on the first read. Thanks for sharing. I don't post many comments, but I continue to read your blog regularly. It's always interesting.
Hi Mr B! Been a while, I was beginning to feel abandoned. Lol Thanks for dropping by again
Thank you for sharing. 💕
Oh hi Vivian! Been a hot minute oh
Thank you for reading :*
Wow, this just touched a spot. This is amazing.
"If they don't love you back, that's cool " no need beating yourself bout it, love em till you don't.
Poems like this just make you dig deeper and want to just evolve and grow. Great start to this morning. Thanks Cassie
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Cassie this is amazing… Like you write so super well (The multi-talented cassie).
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No no no! I didn't write this oh.
Bassey Ikpi did.
I wish
Lol. Universe speaking.
I gotta listen!
"Give me up to my neck in it." hehehehehe
I loved every bit of it, basically inspires one to "Just be!"
Bassey's depth is truly remarkable.
Thank you for sharing Cassie.
'I don't do cool, I'm fire, I'm heat' This is a crazy woman's poem and yeah I'm proud to be crazy, I want everything 😁 I'm in love with this! Big ups to Bassey Ikpi
This is beyond beautiful. I love it. I want everything. I think I should become super active on twitter. I need to read all her poem. My soul is on fire.
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It's beautiful. Real inspiration.
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I rarely post comments here because I'm not sure they ever get posted but this poem is IT. I'm going ahead now to google as many of her poems as I can find. Thank you for sharing.
This is incredible Cassie thank you for sharing with us,shes brilliant
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This is one poetry that pricked the fabrics of the very core of my heart, sets my reins on fire. Thanks, Cassie, I’m very inspired and I must say… You’re opinions, ideas expressed through your pictures and thoughts are mind blowing and epic…. Love Ya from ❤
This is one poetry that pricked the fabrics of the very core of my heart, sets my reins on fire. Thanks, Cassie, I’m very inspired and I must say… You’re opinions, ideas expressed through your pictures and thoughts are mind blowing and epic…. Love Ya from ❤ Thanks dear